Play. Explore. Create.

You just have to do it.

I've been struggling recently to just post content. I mean, I've started a blog/website, an Instagram and now I've got one of my good friends involved helping me create content, research and manage our Twitter page.

That's all good but I just don't know what to post.

If you know me personally, you know I have mastered creating and starting ideas but never actually been successful with completely pulling them through or even completing them.

It came to a point where it would drive me crazy trying to understand why I had so much ideas and so many failed, or half attempted projects and nothing seemed to work for me. I blamed jealousy, hate, negative energy, curses even. See I blamed near enough everything and everyone for being the cause of my failed projects and ventures, but funny enough I always seem to have failed to blame myself for my lack of achievements.

For a long time I didn't understand, well try to understand, the traits of being a 'perfectionist'. I just assumed it was a good trait. I'm sure I've even mentioned it a few times when I've had job interviews, or even in conversations with people I've just met.

I always wanted unique, cool ideas and inventions that set me apart from others doing similar things. That is still the case lol but I'm understanding there's no such thing that's perfect. Why do we use this word? Perfect is a very toxic misleading word. No one is perfect. Nothing is perfect. Perfect should be a synonym to 'mislead' because they both technically mean the same thing.

Stop trying to be perfect, stop being this control freak. The only thing you can control is yourself. You can't control your girlfriend/boyfriend, you can't control your friends, you can only control what you do and how you do what you do, by learning how to do what you need to do to be in control of you. It'll make sense later.

Here's a post I put together literally in 10 minutes, timed myself and thought even if it's not 'perfect' I'm going to post it. I'm just doing it. Just do it. Stop worrying about the small things, they always feel bigger than they actually really are. That's how I came up with the motto: Explore (Learn, be curious, have adventure), Create (Be productive, create things), Experience (No matter what happens at least you gave it a go, at least you gained the experience).

I'm not here to break down exactly what a perfectionist or other damaging personal traits and why they're most likely affecting your life just as they've affected mine, I'm here to teach you and guide you into researching and learning more. I'm here to push you into the direction of Truth not spoon feed you into Success, you are not my child. You're a part of my team. So I'll lead you, but you have to play your part. Team work makes the dream work.